Staying inside
With my warm blues
My heavy heart
Weighing me down
And I don't
Understand
Why you won't
Hold my hand
And how long
Will it be
Until you stay
Here with me
I'm so tired of trying to be found
Giving it time
To figure you out
I'm living in
Tall, tall shadows of doubt
Now I can't
Face the fact
That you don't
Want me back
Will I get
What I want
At this point
Probably not
I'm so tired of trying to be found
Well I never
Loved you right
Now I smoke
Lemon light
You're the first
In my heart
And the last
One who leaves
I'm so tired of trying to be found
I'm so tired
Of trying
credits
from The First Three,
released February 3, 2023
Music and lyrics by Cameron Deamel
All instruments performed by Cameron Deamel
Singing and vocals by Cameron Deamel
supported by 13 fans who also own “Tired of Trying to Be Found”
This is like picking you favorite child, it should probably never be done but when you are forced to do it, it never feels right, This song just is the one I want to take care of me when I get really old. coachshipley
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